Update.

Sooo.

I chopped all my hair off...

I spent months on Pinterest fantasizing of all the possibilities and how each would match my face.

My hair looked like something a horse would eat, I could go on like that any longer.

I had to take into account the pending nuptials (11 April 2015) and how this new 'do' would work with my hair plans.

So I just went for it, before my mind could make an excuse or I could doubt this master plan :)

I printed and downloaded way too many pictures and took them all with for the stylist.

She still managed to bugger it up...
I felt like a 10 year old with a bob, then she began to CHOP my fringe off so short that I can make it spikey. Fantastic

At least my hair feels like a million bucks of silky, shiny goodness.
I decided that I am going to keep it medium length now, just because it feels so bloody fantastic.

Thank God hair grows back.

On the bright white side,
My wedding dress is on order and I will get to build my own preferences and style into it.
The consultant asked me with a big smile on her face whether I would like to look HOT but be uncomfortable OR look average and feel very comfortable.

Erm...

HOT would be good.

My photographer costs the price of my car...so I better look amazing.

All I need now is for the ring suppliers to move their ass..and I may feel like his wedding is falling into place.

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I DOnt Know Anymore

 

I have been so drawn to this phrase laterly.

 

It so accurately describes how I have been feeling... lost, excited. expectant, happy, sad, childish, stressed, angry, passionate and frustrated.

 

Isn't there supposed to be a warning label on all engagement rings.

" Wear with care "

" Might cause copious amounts of frustration " 

" This does not mean you are a push over "

" Beware: ALL your long lost family and distant friends now know who you are "

" Enjoy your money while you can "

etc.

 

My fiancé and I have never been the kind to fight or get stuck in one another's hair, yet the past 6 months we have been fighting, arguing, irritated and frustrated.

 

If its not venues, then its what to wear, who to invite, where to go, what to do....the dreaded question, WHO PAYS FOR WHAT?

 

 

Guess its just another step on the stepping stones of life.

 

Post for a pretty girl

A family member of mine has been going through a tough time.
She has lost a lot of weight, YIPEE

BUT, she has also been tackling her alcohol addiction and attending AA meetings, getting her life on track and just fixing all the broken little pieces.

These are some pictures for her for motivation.

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God has a plan.. STOP controlling everything

 Two weeks ago I wrote a post about my bad week and my boss that still hasn't replied to my mail about my increase... BUT then something lovely happened.

I have been very disappointed about the fact that I work hard everyday and cover for different departments when need be, yet my manger has yet to reply to my mail about my salary.

I have vented to my boyfriend everyday and begged him for advice, I sound like a broken record.

Anyway.. on Wednesday I noticed that I had numerous missed calls from a strange number, and so I called back.

The lady on the other end said that she had been trying to reach me and that she had a lovely position available at a company. The salary is a lot more, with benefits and there is potential to earn commission.

She asked that I please come for an interview, which I did on Monday, and although I am on a waiting list. Its a new experience and my name is out there.

This whole situation just opened my eyes to the fact that God has a bigger, better, greater, way more wonderful plan than I can ever imagine.

There really is nothing that can stop his love for me, and although I do not always acknowledge it. He has a very vast plan and His Grace is everlasting.

I know I am undeserving of this grace, but I pray that everyday I can learn more and more about this marvelous love and passion He has for me.

 

I also need to learn to stop trying to control everything and TRUST GOD.

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I am an absolute Tumbr addict and I love finding pictures.

A picture tells a story more detailed than most books can explain.

Therefore, I have decided to constantly share some of my favourites that I collect through out each week or so.